Sunday, December 7, 2014

PAST PUBLICATION PRODJECT

     I have never bothered to do any organized recording of poems published over the years. Thinking my surviving relatives, or possibly friends, might like some record I have spent a dull onto making a list of all those of which I had a record — probably more than 90 percent of the total. I listed them aby title, with an A or aThe omitted. One discovery was the totally significant fact that I most frequently had poems,the title of which began with an "S" (61). I also found I had never published a "Z" poem ± SO…


      A to Y

Listing poems published so far, the total
as the last is added, seems to be six
hundred and one  alphabetically

by title: initial, "A" or The" omitted,
and I find there is no "Z", no "zed". I
can hardly wait until I write one.

Unfortunately  there are no zebras
in Poland Spring, and in December,
in Maine, "zephyr" doe't fit for wind

over the pond as it sonly frezzrs.

Friday, November 28, 2014

HISTORY IS WHAT WE SAY IT IS


    Selling The Sky

It was a welcome for
the new territorial govenror. A chief
 rose to make a speech. Dr. Smith
took notes. Thirty-three years later
his impression of the speech,
stated with Victorian elegance, appeared
in the Seattle Sunday Star
and reappeared, as history, with some
additions, after another fifty years.

What you see now, phrases and scrapes
on T-shirts and posters, is drawn
with no credit given from a TV script
with Southern Baptist and Environmentalist
revisions — he's been
a Catholic pragmatist.

So, what did Chief Seattle really say?
How can you sell the sky? Well,
you sell what you have, to buy
what you  must. Fictional Indian quotations
bring a better price than real ones.

………….Further research should yield you more detail but this is sufficient to show us we should quote past heroes with care.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

fPerfect Pitch

Perfect Pitch

Sixteen I was. Hitching a ride.
This man come by, a  tuning fork
in his pocket: tapped it, held it
to my ear. I’d know
it anywhere — middle C it was.
Right then I knew
I wanted to do what he did:
tune pianos. I’d never touched one.

Laugh if you want to, Sonny, but
we were dirt poor. In the morning,
five below, no frigging thing
in the house to eat, I’d go out,
dig frozen apples under the snow
with my bare hands. That
was breakfast — and maybe why
I never grew beyond five foot three.

I went into the C.C.C.
up in Bridgeton. That sort of thing
might be good for you, Sonny.
We got overalls, long johns,
shirts, shoes, three meals a day
and all the work we could eat.
God bless Mr. Roosevelt is what I say —
and they had an old piano.

An upright, veneer all peeling off.
One fellow could play some.
I watched inside to see
hammers working, levers, strings.
I knew, damned if I knew how,
it was way out of tune.
When no one was around I’d tap a few
notes out. It hurt me to hear
Working on the road one day
I heard piano music form
this summer camp for girls,
a girl that worked there playing
so the campers could sing. Well, Sir,
I lay my shovel down
and walked right in. Afterward
she played some just for me.

To make a long story short, I married her —
well, not right then. Bought some tuning forks,
been tuning, off and on, fifty years.
Why am I working here, mopping
classroom floors at Seventy?
That’s another story, Sonny.
There’s some things in life

having perfect pitch don’t fix.

Yes, this really happened. The comments from the college janitor are as true as the poetic structure allows. If I wrote short stores not poems what he told me that late lunch afternoon could be a short stories. You can visit the CCC hiking trail up Pleasant Mountin is still a fine hike. Wsst slope of the mountain off route 202 between Bridgton and Fryeburn.

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

LABOR DAY


         Years and Years
How many times have I told you
my interest in pop music paled
when Glenn Miller's plane vanished? 
I don't know why — but it might
have something to do with my first
bike, a blue coaster-brake flyer.

Dec, 1944
Ceiling zero, freezing drizzle,
when a small british plane ferrying 
Glenn Miller to Paris to celebrate 
it's liberation never reached France.
I was seventeen, my brother in
the air force, my sister a WAVE.

Fall, 1941.
Glenn Miller had come to town — well
to Portland, only thirty miles away.
In Windham my bike pedal broke. I
was in the town my family settled.
As he drove me home Father told me
it was in seventeen thirty-eight

Summer, 2014
The only big band I saw was
Les Brown's Band of Renowned at the
Hollywood Canteen."Ignored the Beetles?"
All expressed despair.  But as a 
biologist I knew of God's infinite
and obvious affection for beetles.





  Weighing Moonlight

On the ides of March my moon was full,
of course I'm sure that your moon was too
as my moon rose over Poland Spring Hill,
unrolling a ragged ribbon of reflected light 
across the frozen pond into my window. 
My living room a picture which need not
be taken, framed in memory more precise
than photography that detailes forgettable 
bits and pieces of reality. The next night 
the moon was  hidden by low clouds, most
of the light piled high, leaving me to ask, 
can its mass break through if ii's only sun's 
reflection? Wondering, awake at three, 
if you shared this moon-dream with me.


Thursday, July 3, 2014

If Reborn An Animal...


              If I Were Reborn

I'm puzzling a problem nonexistent, 
beyond my control even if existing. 
If I were to be reborn an other animal, 
which one would I choose? What aspect 
of their life would be most important to me? 
Sexuality keeps shouldering creativity aside.

A song sparrow identified by song
when I can not carry a simple tune or
tell one tone or key, sharp, flat (whatever
they are) from another. We dream of flight.
Not sparrow flutter but raven's soaring. 

A bull with a heifer harlem, tackle 
challenging porn star's fire-hose tools. But 
dominance's not my desire. Hard to know 
how the heifers feel about being herded. I 
want no mutuality demanding ownership.

I chose salmon: land-locked Salmo solar sebago. 
that best swollen streams each spring to spawn, 
sexes sharing body's beauty as sleek for
stroking as a breast or thigh or groin to grace
those blessed waters where I was born.
              
A choice even now as I view the winter's 
last ice-fishing shed on the frozen pond. 
Salvaged metal panels shine with sunlight in 
contrast to the ice and rutted crusty snow. 
The door, open, invites me in and down into 
the world below. I'll wait for warmer weather.


Friday, March 14, 2014

Black Islands Continued (3)


Father Martin de Munilla at Espiritu Santo: 1606 

We sailed into a great bay a small river
between the headlands four months fourteen days
from Peru dense forest wilderness hills rise
St Phillips St James Quirós names the bay
in the new unknown comfort of old names
a supposed continent becomes Austrialia
Del Espiritu Santo if it be
island or Main may be beyond measure
future plains beyond forests misty green
as babes wishes we hold them to our breasts
feed them milk of holy names history 
we convince ourselves will see us well blessed
discoverers of dreams reality sees
black heathen feathered spears angry bees
shouting darting briefly shadows trees

Dark dashes out stabbing red topped sticks
in the sand boats answer with harquebus
aimed high echoing silence rules the beach
smoke from the hillside seems to invite us
homesick for the peasant farms of homeland
what we find becomes far from domestic
the sounds we followed shouts chants sticks rattled  
might have been the best of Satan's hectic
jeers blindly our sturdy harquebus fires
high in trees until a deserted village
after months of salt-beef baskets of yams
pigs tethered in a row I granted pillage
it was not fit that Spanish should not eat
while the savages feasted on yams fresh meat
we taste fruits while yams pork flavor the heat


                       (break)



A month much health restored I bless the gifts
of food God's nature yields natives untouched
left nought but to hunt fish our course now shifts
south to explore on a stormy Thursday
yams smoked-pork coconuts stored we weigh
our anchors are more blown than sailed away





                       Dance 

Those colorless men who paddled backward
second eyes beneath the strange leaves covering
their heads these pale men whose spears barked and smoked
are gone so our men dance the women sing
men too young chant and drum so we all come
alive again those who lead are men who
have twice payed with circle pig tusks who are men
so high when they dance the trees will dance too
trees lean and sway fire rises to light the sky
while they dance the night away we rock clap
sing as drums come into us our hearts drum
we are alive again free from the wrap
colorless men bound around our world the fear
we'd never felt before the cobweb ghost circling
the ring is ours the hunter's heart beats
we feel too as they stiffly stalk and spring
throw their dream spears so when black hawk sweeps in
arms spread wide we rise to greet the morning










             Friar Maleo de Vascones
                    
Four months after Espiritu Santo
Friar Munilla sickened died at mid-night
ides of October sixteen-hundred-six
like bundled dry sticks dropped out of our sight
those eighty-year old bones lightly slipped sailcloth
to sink the banner of St Francis his shroud
for epitaph he'd written He chose the path
the fate of his voyage he wondered aloud
not knowing was new land he blessed country
or island nor do I half prayer half dream he
walks there now his dreamed fertile field valley
gentle breeze our world his revery





              Continental Drift

Not easy to get the drift of continents
it's no surprise his prize escaped the last
persistent conquistador turned explorer
the fabled southern continent however vast
it might drift many million years miles so well
it might be as fabled as was dreamed indeed free
to drift in confusion those years before
Quirós set sail we shouldn't assign blame he
nor Torres wouldn't know land could be there here
move around so time enough time to spare
for pieces of Pacifica to reappear
among the Aleutians or to flair
in the Andes the rest furtive as a kiss
despite its dimensions easy to miss



Black Islands Continued (2)


Maps of Quirós: 1598

Unknown southern continent uncovered
as a woman blind and her lover in
the visceral dark we find explore share
our ignorance these uncertain faint thin
strings wordless by intent without design
lines we draw of one another meaningless
disconnected in daylight curved insular
strokes might be something of a shape we guess
a blind reader feels excitement or bliss
from feeling and the slightest touch a swell
of breast or a bay of thighs an island's
sudden promontory faint lines that may well
mark the corner of a chart which uncurled
outlines vast lands which balance half our world
in which we may share our visits flags  unfurled


                  Star Paths

Islands are green stars in a deep water sky
as broad as the one cast over us nightly 
a reed mat where light sparks are held so high
we sail between them and their reflections
and we needn't know or name every star yet
we sense where they are just as we know where
parts of our body are in the darkest net
of night even children's fingers as they could
with fiber threads pick patterns from formless air
so we're children again sailing empty seas
in patterns that may not seem to be there
but our boat feels the currents our bellies
feel the lift beneath the waves confusion 
for there where a star sank the cloud we saw
as if fixed by trees was no illusion
to which birds fly but a green effusion